It’s now 4:24am and i can’t seem to sleep… So much on my mind…
I was planning on going to Thailand, but not able to, since my friend won’t accept my passport…
I like travelling, but it’s hard when you don’t speak the language (and everyone treats you as a foreigner (and may overcharge you :p))
Anyways, my next trip to Thailand might be with Jess (at the end of the year…)
Other countries i also like to goto: Malaysia and Singapore (just add the word la/lah to the end of your sentence and you’ll be local enough :p). As well as New Zealand

Moving on…
Within Australia (and afew other countries), they allow de facto relationships.

In Australia and New Zealand, de facto has become a term for one’s domestic partner. In Australian law, it is the legally recognized relationship of a couple living together (opposite-sex or same-sex).

I did discuss it with J******, but anyhows, i stayed with them and i got to know more about J****** and M****** better? (Yay! A loophole! But at least i got to know her more?)

But then again, when you marry someone, it goes like this:

I, ________, take thee ______, to be my wife/husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better – for worse, for richer – for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part, and thereto I pledge thee my faith.

So i guess in the old days (before all these modern stuff got in the way), the only way you find out more about someone was after marrying them?

Anyhows, i had another one of those ‘talks’ and i how i shouldn’t let my past relationships get in the way?
Honestly, i’m not really in the mood for a new relationship… I can look back and see how much time i’ve wasted and all the things i’ve missed to put more focus into it.
I remember at church camp, we should put our focus first in God and the closer we get to God, we be closer something something (well, it was YEARS ago and i don’t exactly remember… (something about a pyramid and the boy and girl at opposite sides and God in the center, the closer we are to God, the closer we are to our partner or something…)

Moving on… Distribute IT seem to have been hacked approx 12 days ago (and i found out just now…)
While watching the news, i remembered the name from somewhere, but only remembered recently that i WAS a client of Distribute IT. Anyways, i left them quite awhile ago and none of my sites got hacked (then again, i keep a backup of everything :D)

Since i’m not going to Thailand anymore (i think), i might tag along with Jess to Melbourne?
I hope to meet S***** and N****** if i do go down there, but i’ll have to work out some way of getting around the city… (and i cut my hair for the tropical weather, so i guess i’ll partly freeze down there…)

Hmm, while typing this post, i remember fragments of memories (they all seem to be fragments, how else am i going to store 21 years of memories? :S)

• Take J****** and M****** for breakfast at Maccas at ?am in the morning (walking there from V******* L****)
• Cook some (forgot what it’s called) for G****, since she kinda cooked me lunch awhile ago…

And ranting doesn’t seem to get the issues out of my head, they get stored somewhere else and i’m left with other stuff that keeps me awake?

Wished sleeping was easier…

I need some sleep It can’t go on like this I tried counting sheep But there’s one I always miss Everyone says I’m getting down too low Everyone says you just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go	I need some sleep Time to put the old horse down I’m in too deep And the wheels keep spinning ’round Everyone says I’m getting’ down too low Everyone says you just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go

Post created at 4:24am
Post published at 4:48am
24 mins just to write this post…